Hey, today started as any other day, the ususal things and habits i have picked up over the years; wake up, shave, ask God for mercy and forgiveness and all, go for general prayers, i must confess i have been quite luke warm towards God and am trying to get my act together again. Happy birthday to you, my sister sang as i waited in the kitchen just meditating and waiting for my cousin to get out of the bathroom so i could use it, it felt numb to me, nothing new to me; i just turned a year and nothing new? I don't really know what i should be expecting or should not expect from the special day i was brought to this earth.
I am deeply grateful for all the smiles and birthday talks i got earlier today but i feel there is something am surposed to be doing that am not doing and is holding me back; maybe this year i will explore my life and see how i can do it......
Now enough about that stuff, the birthday feast was what a feast, and plenty to go around. Yes i did stuff myself alittle too much, right now my stomach is doing the "Sing along song", as my brother would say "am so full, am foolish"....
Wish you guys were here to see it all go down, plus i think my sister must have tagged me on facebook....
If there was any wish i could get for this new year of my personal life is that i wish i had a better personal relationship with God, a better personal relationship with my Dad, and a better relationship with myself.
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