After feeling ill for some days, i can say one thing alone in life matters. the night it all started i had the urge to go back to my old dirty self, nag, and do something really stupid, anything to get this sickness away temporarily........ then i said to myself, wait! I've done this before and have had no good outcome from it. Then for the first time in my humble life, i asked God to take it away from me, to help me through the night. I slept back, yes i had to take drugs which i dread so much but still, it felt lovely not sacrificing my relationship with God for even a minute of pleasure.
Today i am very much better, absolutely positive and still learning to follow christ...............
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