I have no excuses for the wrong things i do, Through out the life i have lived, i have been tempted to put the blame on anybody else but me for all that has or had gone wrong in my life. for example i would say "i am not out going, it's not my fault am not social, ive been locked up for too long, how then can i be social", or i would say "Am not bold, it's not my fault am not bold, ive been broken beyond that". But today after going wrong in circles about how i have become what i have become, i realize that it is still me. it is still me that does the bad habits and the wrong stuff not all those that have influenced me.
It is still me left in the dark after all those years, not them and not those that influenced me......
And then the worst part of it is this, it was still my choice to be influenced, broken, locked up, ultimately it was my decision to all of it to happen to me
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