In your moment of doubt, there is no doubt

I went back to school, feeling lonely and distressed. I felt pushed around, spinning in circles over and over again. Could it get any better than this. All my friends had left the school, none was around. I felt bitter about it. i had a choice, but i chose to continue. I felt my Aunt and uncle looked at me strangely. I was and a, still saddened about what i did or did not do well. I wanted to talk to someone about it, but knew the answers, it had been rang in my head so many times i did not know what other way to put it and i did not what more of the same answers.

Today am in my room alone, no one but me, it feels depressing in the sense.  But in the moment of doubt there is no doubt, the reality of it is am still here and my friends are all gone. i have to deal with that, and the questions others will ask, and so on.

May be God wants me to see something out of it..........................................................