Love and the Road less travelled

At last today after much prayer, and asking the good lord to give me the chance to talk to the girl next door, it finally happened, i had decided not to work in the lord's vine today, rather i would sit, i wanted to find her, but she found me first as usual.We said hi to each other, p.s i hav never been good at making conversations, i tried or at least i think i did try to make a conversation, regretably i did not fit the part, i wanted to know more about her and i did a very poor job asking her about herself, she noticed i did not bring my farm tools to work i became more and more uncomfortable and less at ease, and yes she noticed it.
Can u guess the topic of the sermon? love or lust,us busy,and then we were great something to keep us even more quiet. I wanted to give up, there and then, if this is what i have to
go through for her, at least let me have a feed back if i gained points or lost more, or am i owing points?
At the end of the sermon, there was one part that did make sence, love can grow, yes it can if we allow it, i can't give up now, let me see if i, or we can let it grow.So will not give up now, i will try and try again, who knows what the trials might bring.